Vodka goes down easier than the truth
Talking to the ratchets to get over you
I swear my anxiety is through the roof
Fake it till you make it is my only rule
F*ck love
I want to f*ck these bitches
Like I'm heartless
Drink up all the liquor
'Till I numb this
Pain that I've been hiding
In my heart, girl
In my heart, girl
With this party poison
I'll kill my
Empathy
'Till I don't feel
'Cause I want to f*ck without feelings
I wanna be free
Only care about me
I don't want to hurt no more
I'll pretend I love to f*ck
Girls who don't know me at all
Girls who can't give me a home
Take it, baby, take it from the back, wow
The sight of you all naked helps me cope
I've been getting wasted till I black out
But when I feel you wet, I feel some hope
I'm learning to enjoy it, I can act now
On my instincts without morals, without thoughts
I hear voices judging in the background
I'm trynna drown them all with your moans
No clothes
That's the f*cking rule if we in my room
Kiss me like you need me deep inside you
Like you can't resist the urge or want to
Need that mouth used
(Tonight)
(I'm living a lie)
(But I)
(Don't want to see her eyes)
(Don't want to hear her voice)
(Don't want to think about her anymore)
(I want to make it stop)
(Yeah)
With this party poison
I'll kill my
Empathy
'Till I don't feel
'Cause I want to f*ck without feelings
I wanna be free
Only care about me
I don't want to hurt no more
I'll pretend I love to f*ck
Girls who don't know me at all
Girls who can't give me a home