Smoking in a pot that's baking me
Creative hands keep breaking free
Sailing a ship that's sinking me
Smoking in a pot that's baking me
Swim in a sea that swallows me
Fading fast saying hallowed be
Thy name while I
Dream borrowed dreams
Coming back to me
Dream borrowed dreams
Don't know if I'm awake or dreaming
Can't tell if I'm dead or if I'm breathing
Am I a martyr or a heathen
All I know is I'm in the deep end
Writing out words that bury me
Take another shot to carry me
Cut my skin and watch it bleed
As the red pours out on me
Take another shot to carry me
Now I wake up in a paper gown
My friends and family surround me
Tears fall as I cry out
Tears fall as I cry out
Don't know if I I'm awake or dreaming
Can't tell if I'm dead or if I'm breathing
Am I a martyr or a heathen
All I know is I'm in the deep end
In the deep end
Don't know if I'm awake or dreaming
Can't tell if I'm dead or if I'm breathing
Don't know if I'm awake or dreaming
Can't tell if I'm dead or if I'm breathing
Am I a martyr or a heathen
All I know is I'm in the deep end