Aaron Rickel - This Apartment Lyrics

I've been living in this apartment
For seven months now
I wish my friends would fill it
But I think I'm running out of them
Cause I've been getting good at
Burning bridges down

Cause though it hurts when I love you
I'm falling deeper still
Don't even have the courage
To walk across this room
So I wait in the silence
That I had prayed you'd fill
And I come back to the solace
White walls the sing the blues

Been chasing after visions
For fifteen months now
Is it a skyline or a clear horizon
That will make this heart feel new
I'm finding that indecision
Is forcing me to choose

Maybe I'm judgmental
Or maybe it's a heart attack
Maybe I'm just looking for
A city that will love me back
Maybe I'm conflicted
Or maybe I'm just wrong
Maybe I'm just looking for
A place where I belong