I exist in a dark place I don't see the sun
My depression stares me in the face and I cannot run
From my demons they are always here even when I pray
Tryna lead me to destruction and demise but I won't break
My life is a waste feel like I don't ever wanna breathe
Always dosing off wishing that I die in sleep
I regret the past feel so crippled when I think of it
Reminiscent flashbacks of memories I couldn't have
I wanna be gone without looking back
Worst mistake I ever made was to get attached
To something that I know personally won't even last
Forever and would be gone soon and after that
I'll be hopeless and depressed feeling no rest
Tryna cope but my methods do not even help
Waking up late in the night overthinking shit my brain is a mess
Got me contemplating death
Black walls
Suicide path
Self hatred
Faint hearted
Self destruction
Dark suicide
Depression
Mental struggles