Lost my way on inverted roads
So I look for the path that the light shows
I met the ghost of my fever dreams
Praying for better days unto a different scene
I can feel death getting closer
I wish not prevail what I shouldn't see
Fear be death of me, from the part of my mind I could never reach
Far below deep in the world of my own
Suppressed memories triggering panic
Deluded of being under watch
Men with faces wrapped in bloody cloth
Surrounding the hidden space where I dwell
Haunted frame of mind, might be under spells
Societal religious delusions, up bring claimed by false authority
Of them caregivers I obeyed and trusted
Now I feel so distant and separate
Slipped and fell into the darkest place
Festering into further mental confliction
Everyday I'm drowning in the dark
While I over think and stay alert in my sleep
Insidious rage falling out
Suppressed so much
My head is gone from squirming
I've been the one that no one gets
And it drives me to death
Visions of world in a gloom
Growing up always feeling confused
When will this end all the way through
I've formed to the void that I lost my way into