Ab Normal - Erase Me (feat. Wxdd) Lyrics

Every time I wake up it's like Déjà vu
I be looking at the mirror thinking oh I hate you
Everyday I feel more anxiety
You might not know what's it like but it bothers me
And I can't live life like this anymore
Every now and then
I be thinking about death
I be thinking about the end
I be thinking about suicide jump from the roof then land in my head
Throw my body in the mud leave me dead in the rain
And my skin will decay
When my soul flies away
I just don't wanna live but I don't wanna die
These thoughts are confusing I don't think I wanna try
Putting myself to sleep so that I never wake up again
Tryna go for the top but I'm falling in bottomless
Hopelessness
Life has got me thinking about what death is like
And I do not even feel a little bit of fright

I just wanna die
Let me rot
Let me die

I just wanna die
Let me rot
Let me die

Everyday I feel like crap no porter potty
Wanna drive a bullet straight through my body
Thoughts of death on my mind frequently
Don't feel like I'm at the right frequency
Need to tune my brain
So I don't end up like Kurt Cobain
I'ma go insane
Blast my brain
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain
And I just wanna rot inside my grave
Do I really wanna die I don't know
Feeling myself when I change up the flow
Praying to God that I can raise all my lows
Plant my seed in the grass and I hope it grows
But the rains ain't coming I live in a drought
Hope I blow up I ain't really talking about clout
We all gonna die so why don't I die now
Gotta rest in peace and let my soul fly now

I just wanna die
Let me rot
Let me die

I just wanna die
Let me rot
Let me die