I Do Not Belong Video (MV)

Misjudged by my own people I feel like I don't belong
Living with this weight on my chest
I keep to myself
Walking through the dirt
Feel the hurt
My life is a blur
Slits
On my wrist
Feel like shit
Life has got me sick

Where I live it doesn't really feel like home
Everyday is the same in my room all alone
Reminiscing on memories I could never let go of
Thinking about all the good times that made me feel alive
I don't wanna exist
Living inside my abyss
I do not see a bright future for myself
Always feel like something is bringing me down

Need somebody to pull me out of my hopelessness
Tryna look at the bright side
But maybe I'm too blind
To see what I really should be grateful for
Nonetheless
Still hate myself
Wanna die but I still don't wanna go to hell
And my brain is corrupt 'cause I live in a shell
I don't really know why but I always feel like I'm dead
Tryna sleep but I hear voices in my head