Back in the day I struggled a lot
Constantly picked on for just who I was
Thought it was my fault at the end of the day
Lost my hope in everything
And then depression got a hold of me
Cannot get up it's like my bed is holding me
Not letting go of me just like I'm not letting go of the past
If life is a test then I'm not gonna last
I cannot cry
I wanna die
I want my soul to rest to peace
Don't wanna feel
Don't wanna heal
Mad at the world 'cause it took my sanity
Cannot distinguish the difference between my thoughts and reality
I feel like something is messed up inside of me
Can't be like others even though I tried to be
Why do I feel like I lack something
Everybody keeps saying that I won't be nothing
Memories
Of these childhood fears
Keep haunting me
I just wanna be free
Ab Normal - RestInPeace Lyrics
Ab Normal - RestInPeace Lyrics
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Back in the day I struggled a lot
Constantly picked on for just who I was
Thought it was my fault at the end of the day
Lost my hope in everything
And then depression got a hold of me
Cannot get up it's like my bed is holding me
Not letting go of me just like I'm not letting go of the past
If life is a test then I'm not gonna last
I cannot cry
I wanna die
I want my soul to rest to peace
Don't wanna feel
Don't wanna heal
Mad at the world 'cause it took my sanity
Cannot distinguish the difference between my thoughts and reality
I feel like something is messed up inside of me
Can't be like others even though I tried to be
Why do I feel like I lack something
Everybody keeps saying that I won't be nothing
Memories
Of these childhood fears
Keep haunting me
I just wanna be free
Constantly picked on for just who I was
Thought it was my fault at the end of the day
Lost my hope in everything
And then depression got a hold of me
Cannot get up it's like my bed is holding me
Not letting go of me just like I'm not letting go of the past
If life is a test then I'm not gonna last
I cannot cry
I wanna die
I want my soul to rest to peace
Don't wanna feel
Don't wanna heal
Mad at the world 'cause it took my sanity
Cannot distinguish the difference between my thoughts and reality
I feel like something is messed up inside of me
Can't be like others even though I tried to be
Why do I feel like I lack something
Everybody keeps saying that I won't be nothing
Memories
Of these childhood fears
Keep haunting me
I just wanna be free
Writer: Abnormal, Abnormal Abnormal
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