Inside of me
There is a rupture building up
Struggling to feel and think like a stable human being
My surroundings look red
All I see is destruction
Shortness of breath
My lugs itch from the inside
Poisoned frame of mind
My own thoughts got me traumatized
Depressed enough to strangle somebody to death
And still not feel any thrill after it
Had enough of this shit
You should be dead
Drink my piss never look at me again
How about some mercy
No it doesn't exist
Crush your rib cage with the table in the bathroom
Grandma almost burned damn
Living is dangerous
And the government is really malevolent
They just cut out the internet
Now I'm stuck in this building feeling miserable