I wish I had a gun to shoot myself right in the head
Sometimes I wish I was not alive and wish that I was dead
Feel so dizzy when I wake up so I fall across the floor
I see demons everywhere just levitating like some ghost
And my head keeps twitching like some traumatized patient
'Cause almost everywhere that I go I see faces
At the corner of my eye staring at me like I'm crazy
And I wonder what they want from me
Praying they stay away from me
Every time when I wake up I feel like disease
Then I think to myself I'm gonna be better off asleep
If I do this then my body is gonna get more weak
I don't know what to do because I don't trust me
Why won't you just let me live
Stop bothering me I said
I don't know to say
But I've had enough of your games
Go retarded like I'm autistic
Murk these flows my flow so ballistic
Grip my pistol like it's a rip stick
All these hoes they calling you shrimp dick
Rip the game I am the caretaker
Death to the world it's time to meet your maker
Lost myself I killed the creator
Burn to ashes in the cremator
We are not in the same bracket
My music been causing havoc
I'm with my brother Abnormal
Us on the speakers is tragic
Better not see you in traffic
Or we bumping f*ck the rapping
Grip the pistol caught em lacking
We ain't never see you trapping
I wish I had a gun to shoot myself right in the head
Sometimes I wish I was not alive and wish that I was dead
I wish I had a gun to shoot myself right in the head
Sometimes I wish I was not alive and wish that I was dead