Always feel guilty for nothing
I don't even know if you really love me
Yeah you say you do
But I know the truth
Fixing relationships and starting over I don't really feel like anything is new
Going through same patterns of abuse
I hate to say but I'm not going through
Anymore drama that is coming from you
You make me feel
Like I wanna sleep
And never wake up again can't you see
How your decisions have affected my life
Don't expect me to be so positive and bright
After all this damage I feel afraid
I might even die young from the pain
Kill me I hate this planet anyways
I wanna find a place that makes me feel safe