Addict Video (MV)

I used to seek a fast high
A hot burn
A loud cry
I would find it in places a young girl should never go
Like a vampire craves a vein
I craved a ride to ease the pain
But on that journey, I learned things
That I wish I didn't know
My heart was cryin'
Do you hear me through this breathing?
Pulsing, sweating, what I'm needing
I want to have control
I need to fill this hole
Acceptance for a lonely girl
Someone feeling what I'm feeling!
But it's not love, it's just a drug
This isn't love, it's just a drug
A push and shove: this isn't love
It's just a drug, it's just a drug
I was young and he was danger
But I shook it off and kept on dancin' with the stranger
But there was poison in the soil on which we stood
And I gave in and drank the liquor
That he gave me just to make me even sicker
And I lied and laughed, pretending it was good
My heart cried
Do you hear me through this breathing?
Pulsing, sweating, what I'm needing
I want to have control
I need to fill this hole
Acceptance for a lonely girl
Someone feeling what I'm feeling!
But it's not love, it's just a drug
This isn't love, it's just a drug
A push and shove: this isn't love
It's just a drug, where is the love?
I want to be loved
I want someone to love all of me
I want to love
I want to love all of somebody
I want to be loved
I want someone to love all of me
I want to love
I want to love all of somebody
I want to be loved
I want someone to love all of me
I want to love
I want to love all of somebody