about.impulse - Useless Lyrics

Why wake up
When I just wanna sleep forever?
The stench of booze
Isn't worse than this damn weather
No clue how
I made it through that door
And now I'm paralyzed
Can't find the floor
Why wake up
When I ain't got no more dreams to chase?
Everything turns to ash
Vanishing without a trace
I got no memory
Of the road that led me here
And now I'm trapped
In endless fear
I hear the angels, their whispers make me whole
I'll try to be human again, I can't keep digging this hole
I know you're praying for my broken soul
Stay with me, and someday I'll regain control
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
Useless...
Why get up
When I could drift and fade?
My mind puts me down
Cuts my heart like a sharp blade
Don't know how
I stumbled to this place
And now I'm lost
Can't even find my face
Why wake up
When I ain't feelin' alive?
All these pills are shit
It won't help me thrive
No idea how
I'm gonna make it through this fight
From my cage
I can't see the light
I hear the angels, their whispers make me whole
I'll try to be human again, I can't keep digging this hole
I know you're praying for my broken soul
Stay with me, and someday I'll regain control
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
Useless...
Save me from myself, that's my only chance
I'm drowning deep, caught in this trance
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna live in a lie
I don't wanna make you cry
No, I don't wanna make you cry
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless
But for now
I'm feeling so useless
But for now
I know I'm useless...