Abstraktius Artimus - Fighting With Myself Lyrics

Fighting with myself, you know I always lose the battle
Fighting with myself, it's always more than I can handle
Fighting with myself, is just like fighting with my shadow
Fighting with myself, you know it always turns out bad tho
Fighting with myself, I ain't ever gonna win
Fighting with myself, tell me will it ever end
Man I hope so, but I don't think so, I'm not confident that it will tho
I fight with myself but I never win tho
I'm looking out the window, I'm asking if it's real tho
Everything that I feel yo, it's hard to swallow, like a pill yo
Hold up, I'm not my friend, I'm my enemy, there's like 10 of me
There are better things, that I can do, instead of fight myself
Yeah right, you're wrong, I'm right, don't like that, we'll fight
You'll cope, I'm hyped, let's go, I know, it's tough, just try to relax
Don't come round here rocking the boat
Or else it might just sink, you are always on the brink
Tell me what in the world you think, tryna come round and mess with me
You shouldn't test that, this is more than a theory
I'm gonna release all my fury, if you step to me
Tell me what it's gonna take to be
Me outta my misery, see, we are one in the same
Same blood in the veins, same pain, we feel insane
It's strange but real not a game
One step at a time, clean the mess out your mind
You don't know the sense, but the stress all the time
Fend for yourself but not mending your mind
How you gonna fight when you're ending this like
Fighting with myself, you know I always lose the battle
Fighting with myself, it's always more than I can handle
Fighting with myself, is just like fighting with my shadow
Fighting with myself, you know it always turns out bad tho
Fighting with myself, I ain't ever gonna win
Fighting with myself, tell me will it ever end
It won't ever end, even with some medicine, always tryna get better and
I get stopped by my evil twin, he's telling me, that he wants to fight
I won't last throughout the night, wanna put him out my sight
But I can't do nothing right
I would like for it to be a different situation, that I'm facing
Gotta get it all out, all the hate, my thoughts are racing
Losing patience with the other half, might be better just to laugh
Wanna be happy but can't, always tryna stop me and
I won't let him, gotta get him, before he gets me, I am better
Than he wants me to believe, I gotta believe in myself
And let him go, or else, it might be a fight to the death
Am I the only one who can stop me, I guess
But I can't hurt him, he's a burden, he's worthless
But he's apart of me, I swear there's nothing wrong, I gotta do this
Or I'm losin, myself, gotta do it for my mental health
I know it'll get better if I just get it over with, I'm out
Fighting with myself, you know I always lose the battle
Fighting with myself, it's always more than I can handle
Fighting with myself, is just like fighting with my shadow
Fighting with myself, you know it always turns out bad tho
Fighting with myself, I ain't ever gonna win
Fighting with myself, tell me will it ever end