I'm mad I'm always mad
I have it good Why am I sad?
I really need to relax
Cuz I am stressed out to the max
Sometimes I wish that I was different
Like I grew up with some interest
From my parents I wish they saw me
I was invisible I felt like nothing
But things have changed for the better
I still can't let it go
Is there something wrong with me?
I don't want to let it show
I don't wanna even know
I'm gonna keep on improving
And I gotta keep it moving
Or I'll be the one that's losing (aye)
I know that there are better days ahead of me
But hey why are they so hard to see?
Why does so much bother me?
I might actually be, my worst enemy
I can't get away from me
Can somebody set me free?
Cuz I'm in a prison in my head
I'm locked up and I can't get out
They threw away the key
Now I'm in here stuck with me I'm just contemplating
About the day I let me go
I don't want to leave it though
I don't wanna leave it no
Wanna let go of the anger
Turn the old me to a stranger
I ain't scared of the danger
Give my past the middle finger
Cuz I'm tryna see the light
Bring happiness to my life
I know that I'll make it right
But only if I try
I wanna let go of the anger
Turn the old me to a stranger
I ain't scared of the danger
Give my past the middle finger
Cuz I'm tryna see the light
Bring happiness to my life
I know that I'll make it right
But only if I try
You know those days when you just
Wake up and you don't even care?
That's one of the days that I am having
Man I'm already there
Sick of the monotony
It's gotten me to be to the edge
I'm about to fall, I have too many stupid thoughts in my head
I don't know what to think
Life needs to get easier
But it won't because I'm cursed
It's like it's just trickier
Everyday I try to increase my mood
And nothing helps
I do the same thing on the regular basis
Nothing counts
I gotta get out of this state of mind state, I swear it's so toxic
I feel like I'm always looking for my mind cuz I lost it
I can't handle all of this anger and pain
It stays inside of me I swear that I'm at it again
So I'm grabbing my pen
And I'm writing these rhymes
I'm trying to release these demons
They've been with me all of my life
I need to get over it but I know that I can't
Every time I try to do it it's like I lost my chance
Wanna let go of the anger
Turn the old me to a stranger
I ain't scared of the danger
Give my past the middle finger
Cuz I'm tryna see the light
Bring happiness to my life
I know that I'll make it right
But only if I try
I wanna let go of the anger
Turn the old me to a stranger
I ain't scared of the danger
Give my past the middle finger
Cuz I'm tryna see the light
Bring happiness to my life
I know that I'll make it right
But only if I try