Abstraktius Artimus - Turning Chaos Into Order Lyrics

There's things I gotta let go, I gotta get it together
I know if I hold on to the trauma, there's no way I'll get better
I don't take no medicine, but maybe I should, I'm in my head again
I don't talk to a therapist, the music's where I dump and
Nobody's listening, but I can't hold it in, maybe just explode again
Maybe I'm so low again, I don't even know my friend
I'm gonna keep goin in, I'm full of adrenaline
I'm tired of the way I feel, is it even real
Should I take some pills, can I handle life by myself, am I ill
I just might be, I might be the one who fights me
I try to be who likes me, and the one who stands beside me
I gotta get, over these emotions quick
I know that I'm sounding sick, but you know I gotta vent
Cuz if I don't, I won't make any progress
I'm so sick of the losses, but I know that I got this
Turning chaos into order, I gotta get it together
I'm only getting older, I know that I can do better
All the trauma that I hold on to, got me feeling lesser
But I know that I can grow now, but there's things I gotta let go
Turning chaos into order, I gotta get it together
I'm only getting older, I know that I can do better
All the trauma that I hold on to, got me feeling lesser
But I know that I can grow now, but there's things I gotta let go
I'm getting too old for this, I need to get over it
Whatever I struggle with, started when I was a kid
I really should just forget, it's that simple isn't it
I gotta realize that I'm grown and and it is not happening
To me anymore, all of them people are gone
The ones who all did me wrong, they're the whole point of this song
I'm gonna turn them Ls into dubs, that is a fact
Gonna forget about my past, and never looking back
Cuz it wasn't good, but the present is better
I changed it to the way it is, life is a lesson
My story's about growth, always change like the weather
I have ups and downs, but diamonds are made from the pressure
So I gotta be here for my fam, I gotta stand like a man
And stick to the plan, cuz if I don't I risk losing it all
And I can't handle any of that, so I give it my all
Turning chaos into order, I gotta get it together
I'm only getting older, I know that I can do better
All the trauma that I hold on to, got me feeling lesser
But I know that I can grow now, but there's things I gotta let go
Turning chaos into order, I gotta get it together
I'm only getting older, I know that I can do better
All the trauma that I hold on to, got me feeling lesser
But I know that I can grow now, but there's things I gotta let go
Turning chaos into order, I gotta get it together
I'm only getting older, I know that I can do better
All the trauma that I hold on to, got me feeling lesser
But I know that I can grow now, but there's things I gotta let go
Turning chaos into order, I gotta get it together
I'm only getting older, I know that I can do better
All the trauma that I hold on to, got me feeling lesser
But I know that I can grow now, but there's things I gotta let go