No place to run nowhere to go
The pain it brings is creeping slow
I'm all alone inside my skull
I just want someone to hold
The days the same they come and go
Happiness as rare as gold
I search for it I'm running low
I just want someone to hold
My life's gotten peaceful 'cause of people in it leavin'
I was tired of the stresses of deceit and even breathin'
I was ready for the sequel of this life this one was reekin'
Luckily I found the strength to fight instead of fleein'
All those sleepless nights I would just stare up at the ceilin'
Pondering my life and if it even had meanin'
Am I living right or am I right to go and leave
I had a war up in my mind my anxiety would peak and
Fireball and Mike's could only cover up the pain
A temporary fix to problems I was scared to face
Not a single soul would see the struggles had faced
All the secrets I've been told I'd take 'em to the grave
To this day it scares me 'bout how close I was to death
I saw angels to my right I could feel the devil's breath
My heart it started beating hard I thought I tried my best
Till I heard a voice inside me saying boy you can't do that
You gotta keep on fighting if you don't you turn your back
On the only one that had you don't you do yourself like that
Pick yourself up out the mud and leave your problems where they at
Maybe down the road a ways you'll throw 'em in a track goddamn
No place to run nowhere to go
The pain it brings is creeping slow
I'm all alone inside my skull
I just want someone to hold
The days the same they come and go
Happiness as rare as gold
I search for it I'm running low
I just want someone to hold
No place to run nowhere to go
The pain it brings is creeping slow
I'm all alone inside my skull
I just want someone to hold
The days the same they come and go
Happiness as rare as gold
I search for it I'm running low
I just want someone to hold
Looking in my mind at a picture of the last year
Engraved but not forgotten but its worth I cannot capture
Look over my shoulder 'cause there's people that attack me
Try to suck the life out of my life but they can't catch me
Slippin' 'cause I stay ahead like checkers but it's no game
Know I stay a hundred yeah this rappin' shit's a no brain
My lyrics bring the hype like each line is a line of cocaine
And theres fire in my heart fueled by promises and some propane
Look me in the eyes and tell me that you're fine like I do
Tell me that you promise as the demons lie inside you
Smile on your face but in your heart you cry I'm not you
But I know you feel this way and just know it's okay I gotchu
I've been to the bottom and battled up to the top
Only to slip and fall it's a cycle that never stops
Life is about the journey and living until you're not
Even days when it rains appreciate every drop
No place to run nowhere to go
The pain it brings is creeping slow
I'm all alone inside my skull
I just want someone to hold
The days the same they come and go
Happiness as rare as gold
I search for it I'm running low
I just want someone to hold