LOSE YOURSELF Video (MV)

Opening my eyes for the first time in years
I cannot believe all the loss
All the awful grey
Im not here
Where am i? where is this?
Suddenly older, less alive
Panicking so far away
Barely a lifesign

Does anyone believe what i am waking up from?
Faces turn like leaves and then they're gone

Lose yourself and dont ever look back
I won't be here
Everyone wants an idol
Get lost, i don't need you
When i was stupid and young
I only wanted to be cared for
Bare your heart to whoever will say that ur so real
But i know what you really are.

I thought i was growing
Because i stopped myself from flinching at anger
So i wouldnt make it worse
I cant believe i never saw it right in front of me
I thought i was becoming a better person

Does nobody see whats happening?
I cant say anything
When you lashed out you killed a part of me

And the sun comes up in a violent arc
No matter where i go

The memory of leaving the city
All i want
A new life
Receding
Where did all this go wrong?

What the f*ck

Lose yourself and dont ever look back
I wont be here
Everyone wants an idol
Get lost, i don't need you
When i was stupid and young
I only wanted to be cared for
Bare your heart to whoever will say that you're so real
But i know what you really are.