ADADON - THE TICKET Lyrics

I'm on another track, y'all want me to speak that pain again
I know the trenches just got my back if I fall down
This is all a test to see who's really gonna stay around
I'm a youngin' and they tell me keep my head up too
Tellin' me I'm the ticket, and I the key up to
Tellin' me I got the key to leave the trenches
Cause the pain and all these feelings can't be deaded
Yeah, I know where I'm headed
I'm headed to the loot, we was stuck up in that zoo
I told my bro that I'll stay true, no, I will never take that stand
Leave it all inside God's hands
Bro was workin' on that corner, he was givin' out these xanz
I seen a doctor drug my grandma
Hold her hand till it be cold
It messed my head up, I won't lie, but I still try to let it go
And all these feelings, they be flowin' like a river
I just be thinkin, should I put pain inside this trigger
I sincerely apologize for all the times I made you cry
It's okay, yeah, I said that lie
Ain't do it once, I did it twice
I took that risk and rolled that dice
And they say fake it till you make it
Feel like I already made it
Cause I ain't really have to fake it
And it patience, but I'm still right here, I'm waitin
Got me cryin' on the beat, cause I don't got no tears to cry
I told my momma, let me go
I told her I'll be fine
Cause I got killers on standby
They ready to go slide