Adam $aved The World - Regret (Repair) Lyrics

I'm not a narcissist, but my dad is And I'm codependent, yeah, admit that shit
Yeah, I got narcissistic traits that I learned from him
And my mom, too, cause she ain't care about no one but Cindy
And this situation windy, had me blowin' back and forth

Had me thinkin' of divorce every time that I proposed
And I beat around the bush, I cannot be apropos
But I'm tryin' to apply what I've learned in therapy
Cause I talk to that lady, like, three times a week

Go to church two times a week, too
Volunteer with the unhoused, like, one time a week
Baby, that's for you
And a change, baby, that's for me

But I know you want it to be for you
Cause we deserve better and I deserve better than I've been
Uh, I had life bent over and dented
Uh, I tell you all these things that I've regretted

Uh, I dissociate when I be havin' sex, yeah
And he been cryin' every day ever since you left him
The best thing he ever created, yeah, that was Lil' Elliotte
Now you can't see her, that shit is like a memory

And he be tryin, but his parents, they won't let him
They don't have no rights, he has all of the rights
Uh, you have all the right, too
Baby, and I like you, but I wish you saw that

I really meant this in the way that I treated you
I truly regret it
Listen, you wanna speak on your feels
But I shut you down and I fight all my inner eels

And I wanna talk while you're sittin' and scrollin' on your reels
And while you're at work, I wanna be there for my girl and yours, too
And I wanna work inside mediation, not court, boo
And I promise I will dedicate my life to figure out how I'm gonna court you

The way that you deserve, baby, not like Court do
Uh, I know everything I do, it is for you
If you want baby, baby, I would not abort you
I would make it better, make it better forever

I'd give you anything you needed, I would give it to you
Forever