Adam Blaser - Abysmal Lyrics

You've been leaning towards the separation of your life its evident
That you've been holding on to things that don't even pertain to this
You miss the kiss
Abysmal pistol pessimist
They killed the best with medicine
They sat it down, and broke it up, and put it all ahead of 'em
They said like whatchu want?
Cuz this is whatcha need
I got it for ya here
But it'll make ya sneeze
Oh I'll make ya sick but it'll fill the hole inside
The void in mind
Avoid the soul
Uphold the line
Just hold it down and you'll be fine
We got you off it all in time
See?
I said you're still alive
Now ya see?
No need to victimize
We said it's not your fault
That you fell so hard
You're and addict like a savage growing manic
You don't have it so your habits make you ravage 'em inhabit 'em embody 'em
A mannequin
Like Anakin you're killin' them and sendin' 'em to live again
Its like the young in ya runnin' from something
You try to bring up all the love inside a revive all the fun ya had
So take a minute
Hold a second
Give another soulful lesson
F*ck the livin' it's the givin',
Lookin to the stars to breathe and you can never be forgiven
So we're gonna count to three
One, two, three times ya fell
To the two times ya got up
To the one time that you gave up and went right back to the bottle
It started at that dinner with that glass full of Moscato
Now you're taking it back and forever feeling f*cking hollow
It was never the shame or the pain that made you want to vomit
Always the problems
The bottoms
The want ums
The need ums
The sickness
The viciousness of ya missin' Christmas's
It was the night time filled with the fight vibes
Came up with the bright crimes right at the right times
Breakin' into cars
Robbin bars
Takin' everything you can
To put your finger to the one and show 'em all that you're the man
I'm gonna die
I know, I know I should stop
I know its really, really, really not good for my heart
I take a second chance at being phenomenal
That's a start
I believe I was fevered but undefeated at leavin'
I'm gonna die
I know, I know I should stop
I know its really, really, really not good for my heart
I take a second chance at being phenomenal
That's a start
I believe I was fevered but undefeated at leavin'
You have the violent tendencies
Inside the violet remedies
For fixing everything better
If you could get it together
You take a stab at enemies
You're sick and sad and mad at me
I get to get the bad for free and just dismiss catastrophe
Hit the list and twist your fist until I get the pass to leave
But that will 'bout be when you're dead
So ima sit n set you free
Take a picture, force inception
I ain't tryin to help?
I could see from someone else but I don't think like that of you
Take offense and quit
Go and buy another fifth
I'll prolly find you in the ditch
'Cause you've been lost in this abyss
You can keep your f*cking sympathy
Go take another hit
Yeah here's that forty dollars just don't tell me that ya quit
Try after try
I would belong to your lies
Every time I would wonder if you were even alive
Every time I would give up another part of me dies
Now you're one with the flies
I hope you lost you disguise
I'm gonna die
I know, I know I should stop
I know its really, really, really not good for my heart
I take a second chance at being phenomenal
That's a start
I believe I was fevered but undefeated at leavin'
I'm gonna die
I know, I know I should stop
I know its really, really, really not good for my heart
I take a second chance at being phenomenal
That's a start
I believe I was fevered but undefeated at leavin'
I'm gonna die
I know, I know I should stop
I know its really, really, really not good for my heart
I take a second chance at being phenomenal
That's a start
I believe I was fevered but undefeated at leavin'
I'm gonna die
I know, I know I should stop
I know its really, really, really not good for my heart
I take a second chance at being phenomenal
That's a start
I believe I was fevered but undefeated at leavin'