Adam Blaser - Feverous Lyrics

I've seen the evil take a fever
Turn it into something lethal
Take advantage, passin' out
Hand me outs?
Pass 'em out
Volumes of powders
We're making zombies of friends
Something to sip on
Looks like we're at it again
Pass me the pipe
Wait no I mean pass me the rig
It's been awhile since I took one straight to the head
I put it straight in my vein
It enters right in my arm
It passes into my blood
The final stop was my heart
You seen I was bleeding
And so obscene was the feeling
Of being feverous
Needing something that you couldn't feed me
You couldn't leave me forever
Instead of being together
You put your needles up under me
Then you left me to die
You seen I was bleeding
Then turned off all of your feelings
Forget my feverous needing's
If you don't look you won't see me
Instead of being together
You'd rather starve me forever
You took my feet out from under me
Then expect me to fly
And I tried
You know I f*cking tried to get out from under the knife
Start a new life without the pain in my eyes
From all the shame and the lies
You know these demons of mine?
They would release when I die
I'd put my feet up in flight
Id kick back, id relax
Haha yeah It's a funny thing
Wasting up all your brain
Sick with a common flame
Stuck with a lot of pain
Hold on tight for your life
'Cause it's an eye for an eye
Like it's a knife for a knife
And it's a gun for a fist
It takes up all that you have
To not put knives at your wrists
The consequence of living in these opposite realities
Is people think your happy but clearly they're to blind to see
That these are just the symptoms of an underlying fallacy
I'll keep the focus simple
It's an anomaly
No longer part of me
I'll stand up tall and breathe
I'll take and face defeat then gladly leave this place in peace
You seen I was bleeding
And so obscene was the feeling
Of being feverous
Needing something that you couldn't feed me
You couldn't leave me forever
Instead of being together
You put your needles up under me
Then you left me to die
You seen I was bleeding
Then turned off all of your feelings
Forget my feverous needing's
If you don't look you won't see me
Instead of being together
You'd rather starve me forever
You took my feet out from under me
Then expect me to fly
So I flew
I took off to the stars
You can't stop who we are
I took a comet to mars
But I was buried on Earth
You said a gift I said "Of course"
I didn't mean to forget that I was struck with this curse
Something inside of me said "You need to be first"
I said enough with the lectures
I said enough with the hurt
I said enough to myself without ever putting me first
So I add up all our efforts together
It's got me thinking you're the worst