It was perfect
You found a way to f*ck it up
I hope it was worth it
Every single lie you told
Came to the surface
You hurt me
You did
Ooh oh
I never thought I'd love you but I f*cking lied
I never thought I'd hate you but I f*cking tried
I never ever thought you'd say goodbye
Say goodbye
Fake pain
Cause you can't feel emotions
Heartache
You just going through the motions
Don't wanna change
Cause you love acting broken
It's not a curse
If you like when it hurts
Like when it hurts
It's not a curse
If you like when it hurts
I shouldn't have made it
Into something more than it was
I can't explain it
But the way you looked at I couldn't fake it
Ya you hurt me
You did
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I do this to myself?
Like when it hurts
Why do I do I do
Why do I do I do
Why do I do this to myself?