Would You Have Me Video (MV)

I
Assume my state
Of failure in life
Is your chastisement
Your
Rebuke toward me
All of my sins
My bad decisions

I believe
You can reward me
Or curse
And I am cursed
Sexless
Hexed, this
Life is pain
I'm broke
I'm broken

I thought I was a good man
But I was so wrong
And it's been so long
I know I acted badly
But would you have me
Would you have me

I get panic attacks
Cannot relax
Impending doom grows
Every day I'm betrayed
Body afraid
Of it's own shadow

I believe
That I don't have to be
Afraid
And I don't take benzos
I pray
That I get my life back
That day
I'll play Nintendo

I thought I was a good man
But I was so wrong
And it's been so long
I know I acted badly
But would you have me
Would you have me

I thought I was a real one
But I was just scared
And now you're not there
I know I acted badly
But would you have me
Would you have me