Blood on My Strings Video (MV)

Blood on my strings
Pain in my heart
Devil keeps tearing my family apart
I look to God for a light in the dark
I have some issues and questions like why don't you answer me?
Tell me why I'm here
Help me see it clear
What am I doing here?

I hate seeing mama cry cause she's getting evicted by some women she trusted
I'm adding this to my wish list
God
I'm tryna take us out and you know that it's been the mission
Why do I feel like I lack the talent or ambition
Sometimes I wish I could just work like a buck for commission
Or went to school for 8 more years to become a physician
I think that would've put us all in a better position
But you brought me down this path, you must f*ck with the vision
I wish I had more luck with the women
You know I've always wanted a beautiful wife and some children
Speaking of kids, RC just had a beautiful daughter
We go back to 2nd grade now my brother's a father
On the other hand
I still question the world and wonder how most of my exes turned into Hooters girls
I thought maybe I need me a shorty from the Philippines
I haven't trusted girls with apple watches since the fall of Eve
Am I half awake or half asleep? Nobody deserves to even know this half of me
I've been gone so much, give my family nostalgia
Every time I come home put a sash and a crown on
Talk about how this is where you built me from the ground up
Pop a top with pops, only got the time for round 1
It's sad
My brother asks me why I'm always out
I'm just tryna get a bag so I can buy him a house
Doing everything I can just to make my family proud
Flip a penny for a dollar buy my Nana a new blouse
Tell me how?
(Tell me how)

Blood on my strings
Love in my heart
Devil keeps trying to tear me apart
I look to God for a light in the dark
I have some issues and questions you finally answered me.
And told me why I'm here
Now I see it clear
I have no fear