Adam Sweeney - In Her Brain Lyrics

What am I waiting for
The answers to jump out and find me
I know I should try to look
But I'm terrified of what it might do to me
I think I have an idea, it'll come whispered while I sleep
But it's just so hard because when I wake I can't remember anything
Remember anything
When can I ever be certain
Why must I draw the same cards every time
I spread them out, peak from the bottom
Wishing for once they'd tell a lie
But everyday is new, the sun will rise over this place
Though I can't see it now
I know he waits to shine his light onto my face
And I know that this won't be the end
I don't think I've totally blown it yet
But why is it so damn hard to wait
Stuck between her fear and my paradise
They're both one and the same
But it'd be so nice if there was a way to know what's happening
Oh what's happening
I know what I am thankful for
Feeling safe in the passenger's seat
Of my best friend's car
I warm my heart on this long drive as he turns on the heat
Then I'll go for a long walk by myself
Take a deep breath in
I know I will find what I am looking for eventually
As I exhale my breath out
I think I can finally hear the sounds of angels
And they are whispering
And they're telling me
That this won't be the end
I haven't quite blown it yet
But it's gonna take some time to wait
Stuck between her fear and my paradise
They're both one and the same
But it'd be so nice if there was a way to know what's happening
Oh what's happening