I Cant Video (MV)

I Cant
Keep calling you baby, You calling me crazy
I'm going insane, From all of this pain
Like how could you change, Our feelings the same
I guess I'm deranged, I thought you was gang
Then you switched the blame, And i do the same
Like what do we gain, Its nothing but pain
This shit kinda lame, We playing with flames
Like we David Blaine, At first it was magic
Then it turned tragic, How the hell could this happen
Our love was Ecstatic, Had me a full package
I guess i was cappin, It came with some baggage
And now we both damaged, Aint nothing to salvage
Turn me to a savage, and ima wreak havoc
I thought we was cool, I guess im a fool
Got used like a mule, But BITCH im a jewel
Cant keep putting Faith, in these garden tools
I Cant
Keep sitting in silence, Im thinking bout violence
Im thinking bout crashing, Im thinking bout dying
Leave my family crying, I suffer in silence
Them red and blue sirens, Is my own asylum
I stay on the game, Take drinks to the brain
To numb all the pain, They say that im strange
I cant be contained, So just Refrain
Like being detained, I don't move a thing
I hop in the whip, I go on a trip
My gun on my hip, Im itching to grip
200 my gauge, I hit a new vape
I turn up the base, I float off to space
I'll go on a chase, I know how to race
See pain in my face, Like i gotta ache
Im losing my faith, Dont know when to pray
Dont know if he's fake, I just want a break
I Cant
Stay stuck in my ways, Im fueling with rage
Im numb from the pain, Aint no motivation
I need a vacation, For i get temptation
That burning sensation, I might need sedation
I guess i am crazy, That's just how he made me
From all of these trails, And these tribulations
I aint got no patients, I only want payments
Im tryna be faithful, But leaning towards faithless
My time is the greatest, i hate when its wasted
Got me a new bottle, And yes ima face it
And no we aint chase it, I aint tryna date it
Aint nun to play with, Im tryna get faded
My heart on my sleeve, At zero degrees
I struggle to sleep, Im looking for peace
Im just tryna eat, Bring me some relief
I just wanna freak, That has what i need