Adin Boyer - Tranquilize Lyrics

It feels just like square one unlike past moments
I miss the times I had the weakest hands
I never held things in 'cause I didn't need to
Now I'm losing all this sense of who I am
When that should be the past

It feels just like square one unlike past moments
I miss the wild wide eyes that I once had
I hold it close but it's still so far away now
Since I force myself to learn that things aren't bad
When things get bad
No one sees it as so bad

I can't have more than to not rely on you
For thinking, for the rest of your life
I get so lost with myself and everyone
I just yearn to go and make up my own mind
For the first time

There is a flame in the dungeon of these moments
But I'm unable to bear the nightmare of being sad
While people work through how to be content with it
I never fit my head in both my hands
I must take a stand
When can I act as I just am
When can I act as I just am

I can't have more than to not rely on you
For thinking, for the rest of your life
I get so lost with myself and everyone
I just yearn to go and make up my own mind for the first time
You saw this child who has put up a fight
Who needs to tranquilize the demons that live inside
I live this life and I try; I always listen more than twice
None of the words I say ever make it out alive
They will tonight

You saw this child who has put up a fight
Who needs to tranquilize the demons that live inside
I live this life and I try; I always listen more than twice
None of the words I say ever make it out alive
They will tonight