Sober
But I know I'm not thinking
Proper
I'm just crying living under
Water
Trying to survive again
Cannot find me some air
Too late
For all of the sorrys
And excuses
Healing some wounds
And some bruises
Fighting again and now
Lost and confused with no goals
Now I just find
Myself in the dark
Somewhere I can cry
And don't have to lie
You won't even mind
It's easier the light
I know
Some curse
Carrying it over my shoulders
With some little voices
They're feeding fear
Whispering my ear
They just make me feel weakener
Head high
Pretend that I'm fine just to not fight
And not let them know
I'm about to cry
People cannot find
They just make me feel weakener
(I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now)
So young
To live under pressure
But I've grown
Dealing with problems
I was strong
But now I'm just crashing down
I don't want to be found
Just want to let go
I need to live on
Please, let me wake up
Please, let me save that
Piece of my soul
That still wants to hold on
Now I just find
Myself in the dark
Somewhere I can cry
And don't have to lie
You won't even mind
It's easier the light
I know
Some curse
Carrying it over my shoulders
With some little voices
They're feeding fear
Whispering my ear
They just make me feel weakener
Head high
Pretend that I'm fine just to not fight
And not let them know
I'm about to cry
People cannot find
They just make me feel weakener
(I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now)
(I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now
I'm so weak now)