AENN - Aenophobic (Lyric Remake) Lyrics

Crying on my own in a dark room alone
Sometimes i can make it
Sometimes i can't get up on my own
Catching stupid feelings when I am all alone
Just a sad little kid writing lyrics on his own
Wanna stay at home doing nothing everyday
This the last song I get thats sad I'll play it anyway
Last year I remember i was in a better place
Now I got anxiety I'm better at hiding my face
Yea I fell in love with rhymes the time I first sang a song
Now I don't know what I'm doing writing lyrics all day long
Wanna be at home I just wanna be alone
Making beats writing songs sipping coffee (damn) I'm alone (yeah)
Expectations high I can't make anyone happy
So I overthink everything and make myself so unhappy
I'm thinking about taking walks when It's raining out heavily
Contemplating bout my life when I'm laying down wearily yeah
Spend em all inside waste my time while I'm scrolling
But I love when it rains cuz I'm agoraphobic