Aeromist - Tortured Lyrics

I hear to many voices
They sound just like distortion
Empty but so voiceless
Suicide is in the noises
I can feel the break
I can feel it take
My soul away
I will die today

I can't stand to live inside destruction
I'm being tortured down in the dungeon
The voices are giving me instruction
Kill your self for deaths consumption
I'm nothing but a piece waste and parasitic
I hate the very presence my own existence
Slice my f*cking throat so i can say good riddance count down from the clock
Until my last minute is there even a way to break out of this prison stab my f*cking eyes
Until I'm bleeding crimson feel the blur in my vision

I live in a world of loneliness I'm the only resident
Tell the stories of my death but there's no evidence
Go about your life like i was completely irrelevant
No on this f*cking planet can understand my elements
Death has no estimate
Sadness so affectionate
I don't need a specialist
To tell me life is delicate
I can kill myself and leave behind a f*cking testament
I'm not crazy i just see the world through new intelligence

I don't know where my life starts and where it begins
I can feel the emptiness crawling under my skin
I'm fighting battles in my head that i can never win
I'm taking every f*cking hit without a single flinch
I talk back to myself in a monologue
I see everything differently so i don't belong
On this planet everyones perspective is god
I'll be the one to admit life is a facade

When you break it down we are nothing but a pile of atoms
Our existence doesn't actually have a point but we imagine
We are meant for something greater than media and fashion
People aren't mindful or give a f*ck what even happens
But most never had the ability to process
How the universe has an offset
Religion is fraudulent
I wanna die because i think of a million different topics
Am i crazy for thinking with a different logic

Wake up and i start thinking it's nothing but torture
Is it chemicals in my brain that give me a disorder
I'm so f*cking fed up with life and ive only lived a quarter
I'm so lost in my suffering I'd give anything to make it shorter
Everyday I'm being tortured in my head
Everyday I'm being tortured in my head