After School Trauma Club - Think Happy Thoughts Lyrics

They say, "Cheer up, it's not so bad," yeah, sure, okay, I'll try
Like sticking tape on broken glass will stop the shards from flying
I laugh too loud, I talk too fast, it's all a stupid game
What's the point of trying when the prize is just the same?
You tell me, "Take it easy," but I'm not sure I know how
The clock keeps ticking circles and I'm dizzy spinning around
The floor feels like it's slipping, the air feels like it's gone
But I've gotta keep on smiling-to try to prove you wrong
Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts-yeah, that's worked before
I'm a chandelier, heading for the floor
Can't patch up a brain that's come undone
Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts-what's that ever done?
I write it all in notebooks-half a million stupid lines
Like maybe if I fill the page, I'll fix what's in my mind
But every word just stares back; it's mocking me, I swear
Like, "Hey, congrats, you're still a mess, but no one really cares"
You say, "It's just a phase," like this is something I'll outgrow
But how do I outpace myself like I'm the one that can't let go?
I'm lost inside a maze that I built with my own hands
And every turn's a dead-end-guess that wasn't in the plans
Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts-yeah, that's worked before
I'm a chandelier, heading for the floor
Can't patch up a brain that's come undone
Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts-what's that ever done?
I'm fine, (I'm fine), I'm fine, (I'm fine)-why would you even care?
It's not like you could fix me-go ahead, just stop and stare
I'll scribble all my demons, I'll laugh until I scream
Because if I don't let it out, then what's left of me?
I'm fine! (I'm fine!)
I'm fine! (I'm fine!)
Think happy thoughts, (Think happy thoughts)
Think happy thoughts, (Think happy thoughts)
Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts-yeah, that's worked before
I'm a chandelier, heading for the floor
Can't patch up a brain that's come undone
Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts-what's that ever done?
They say, "Cheer up, it's not so bad," yeah, sure, okay, I'll try
Like sticking tape on broken glass will stop the shards from flying
Get out of my head, There is no more hope
Get out of my head, I can't find the rope