Afterdusk - Become of Me Lyrics

Am I enough?
This life just feels so heavy
This air inside my lungs
Is all I'm holding onto
What are we made of
Desperate to find my worth
My ultimatum
This question is my curse
These bones like shattered glass
These shells weren't built to last
I'm wading in the deep end
Waiting to finally see what becomes of me
I've waited so long to find where I belong
I threw my heart out to see if you'll remember me
Nothing feels right
Sabotage myself out of spite
My worth, my value just out of sight
I'll try to find my way
A beaten path to stray
I'm confident I can find
Something new I can leave behind
My dreams feel more like a tightrope
But I can see the other side
I'm wading in the deep end
Waiting to finally see what becomes of me
I've waited so long to find where I belong
I threw my heart out to see if you'll remember me
If all I am
Is just a memory
A fleeting strand
What will it mean to those around me
I refuse to believe
I refuse to believe
It all means nothing
I'm wading in the deep end
Waiting to finally see what becomes of me
I've waited so long to find where I belong
I'd tear my heart out to see if you'll remember
I'm wading in the deep end
Waiting to finally see what becomes of me
I've waited so long to find where I belong
I threw my heart out to see if you'll remember me
If all I am
Is just a memory
A fatal strand
Give all am
So at least I can say I tried
I refuse to believe
It all means nothing