Age of Starlight - Seeker Lyrics

Reaching out I know it's hard
But don't give up when hope seems far
You gotta try to resurface
Gotta fight for your purpose
God it makes me so nervous
So hopeless
So worthless
So far from it all
Every time I come back up
There's a trigger I feel stuck
Pull the rug
It's like.. Down
Down with me
I can't believe
This fantasy
Is drowning and distracting me
And now
I'm in too deep
I'm caught between
You know
I used to find my way above sea
I'd reach for stars and take what I need
But now my heart's just so incomplete
Every time I come back up
There's a trigger I feel stuck
Pull the rug
It's like.. Down
Down
Live a fantasy for too long
How to I change before I'm gone
Every single move I make is
Down
Chasing thrills
We're on the run
Tryin to find some kind of fun
So rock my body cause I'm already at bottom right now
So I just want to feel it now
But I feel nothing
I'm so numb
Can I feel something?
You gotta try to resurface
God it makes me so nervous
So hopeless
So worthless
So far from it all
Every time I come back up
There's a trigger
Self destruct
I'm so stuck
It's like ... down
You gotta try to resurface
Gotta fight for your purpose
God it makes me so nervous
So Hopeless
So worthless
So far from it all
Live a fantasy for too long
How do I change before I'm gone
Every single move I make is ..
But I feel nothing
I'm so numb
I feel nothing
I'm so small
Down with me
I came to see
This fantasy
I'm back again so I can abuse
Back again so I can reuse