This is crude, this is f*cked
My pleasing heart gets killed outta guard
Blackened after all I try to do
The failure keeps on, punched to the face
The f*ck is wrong with me?
Got no respect from me
Piece of shit all you see
I try but never give
Ashened soul burnt by passion
Only poison to the heart I had
The love I've felt I pushed away
I take for granted, and shove it to the ground
The f*ck is wrong with me?
Got no respect from me
Piece of shit all you see
I try but never give
What troubles my lightened spirits?
Have I not the love I thought I did?
I am but a leech taking your blood for myself
As I try to learn knowing I never will
Why?