As I advert my gaze
Placating all of my rage
I've been silent for days
I'll die where I lay
Claw at my face
Finding the follies that burn in my brain
Am I insane
Loathing like toxins polluting my veins
I'm such a waste
Counting the curses I cannot erase
Carry my shame
The fury I feel at the sound of my name
Eyes screaming all my lies
Self medicating on spite
Self destructing my crime
Sign my wrist to end the night
Screaming inside my head
Pushing me to the edge
As I stand on the ledge
This gun to my head
What can I do
Crying and lying and hiding the truth
All of these thoughts
Hang onto me like they're holding my throat
I overdosed
Only the willows will weep for my ghost
Tieing the noose
Kick out the wood out from under my shoes
My fear
Of the loathing
Controlling
Me
Manifested misery
Fueling this
FURY
Eyes screaming all my lies
Self medicating on spite
Self destructing my crime
Sign my wrist to end the night
Sign my wrist tonight
Sign my wrist tonight
Burn away myself
Ash leave nothing else
Engulfed by the blaze
Burning from the rage
End this agony
Clinging onto me
Deadened eyes that bleed
Deafened to my screams
Fury fueling me
I'm catastrophe
Body in the breeze
Scorch and scatter
ME
I'LL DIE WHERE I LAY
I'LL DIE WHERE I LAY