Found a Fallen Angel Video (MV)

I wish I could find it
I wish I could see my soul (See my soul)
A bliss that is blinding
A reason to seize my goals (Reason to seize my goals)
I'm lost inside this life, so silent and so cold (Da, da, da, da, da, da, doo)
Wish I could find the time to fly above my lows
Iced out wrist cuz I'm balling, naw I'm lying
I just star stare zero fear when I'm falling
Life's not fair, it's a game that we all in
I just stay alone all the time man, and I said
Iced out wrist cuz I'm balling
I just star stare zero fear when I'm falling
Life's not fair, it's a game that we all in
I just stay alone all the time man
I just stay alone all the time now (I just stay alone all the time)
No worries why you stressed for
I been sitting strong, Ima smile now
(Whoa, whoa-oh)
Set sail for the soul
I just stay alone all the time now
No worries why you stressed for
I been sitting strong, Ima smile now
(Whoa, whoa-oh)
Set sail for the soul
Understand life's not for the lifestyle
I ain't going home 'fore I form a life now
And they said why die for the light now
Understand life's not for the lifestyle
I ain't going home 'fore I form a life now
And they said why die for the light now
Too many times I don't know how to relate
I'm stuck in a deep indecision
Depressive sick state of deep hate
Directed at my own existence
Distracted collecting my fate
Thru different relations experienced
Block out from my happiness missed the code
The rest of existence delirious
I focus accelerate growth
To different new realms never been in
Honed my expression of soul
A gift to the world I was sent in
Flowing through cellar of hope
A mission to hell and right back again
I sit in the boat of reality
I'm missing the map for my hearts ascend
A sinner by nature but born again
And listen to energy soar
Decision to savor the sentiment
Your spirit will deem whats important
Searching for lust that you can't afford
Asking myself what I'm in it for
Masking the pain as I conquer fate
Innocence drained but my honors safe, wish for another place
That I can visit no enemy energy
Blocking my vision to peace and serenity
Locking vibrations to heightening frequencies
Clock in to matrix no more and I'm free to be
Lost in a better home
I'll be merging with everything
Or whatever this heaven holds
I'm just searching for empathy
Iced out wrist cuz I'm balling (Ice, ice, ice)
I just star stare zero fear when I'm falling
Life's not fair it's a game that we all in (Life's not fair)
I just stay alone all the time man, and I said
Iced out wrist cuz I'm balling (Iced out wrist, yeah)
I just star stare zero fear when I'm falling (I just star stare)
Life's not fair it's a game that we all in (Life's not fair)
I just stay alone all the time man (Yeah! yeah!)
Night skydiving lost body all ghost
Ima fly to UFORIA
And I'm seeing shy sights gliding off hiding from the glow
False mind false story of(Look, yeah, whoa)
Night skydiving lost body all ghost
Ima fly to UFORIA
And I'm seeing shy sights gliding off hiding from the glow
False mind false story of (False story of)
(Yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah!)
Night star black holy abyss
Careful what you ask for life's cold as a bitch
Catch a common cold flow spit sickening shit
Let the common folk know it's their decision to shift
I been lost and found fine like five times
Habits cost your whole mind if you choose
Fallen fall to count time like fine wine
Acid fog to soul shine in two moves
Coming home when cracked code like thin ice
Inner thigh the lips roll the clit blooms
Hundred shows with packed doors in due time
When I rhyme I explode like click boom
Eradicate and break enemy
Acid after cold a satisfactory energy
Play the passing note to mask the tragedy menacing
Paid the cash and gold for soulful poetry medicine (Bout time)
The pen and paper to pot of gold
Epinephrine rush to send me straight to the honor roll
Eloquently crush the competition to catacomb
Elementary lust a composition like atom bomb
Under the impression that reality's lost inside of a gallery
Guiding constant decisions a gift a curse and all in-between
God and Goddess assistance a gift disguised as a memory
Many minds manifesting the many files of identity
Men imposter the energy seen as possible benefit
Send apostles to witness this scene of spiritual reverence
Seemingly unforgiving but secretly full of sentiment
Deepening understand the meaning of mental mentoring
I stop the beat to hop out the mix
I pop the cid to reach the abyss
Block apathy to seep in the bliss
Stock cash to see the seasons assist
My milestones to bring me close to my goals
Sounds, songs, a dream of growth in my soul
Like Malcolm I bleed the chords of my songs
Outcome of peace, portion of hope
I'm in competition with my own soul
Hopping over fiction, in my zone, glow
Light inside that glistens in my songs flow
Right beside positioning alone, cold
Buying time to figure out my sound now
Mayan mind expressing through the crown, found
Inner city energetic strong hold
Found a fallen angel in my songs notes