[ Featuring Mike Abstrakt ]
Fake 'til you make it, mind full of hatred
Life full of mistakes, how do you change it?
Drugs for the gateway, type on the Gateway
That was back then when she told me I play games
Hearts that I placate, lives that I vacate
Maybe I'll be back, but for now, think I'm okay
Truth is I'm hurting, the truth is I'm purposed
The devil is a lie but the lies sounding perfect
Read 'til you focused, bleed 'til it's no pain
Work 'til you empty, somehow that offend me
She'd rather have time that I'll make up with Fenty
These beautiful lies that surround us, it's plenty
Sadness console me, I carry like trophy
I try to let go, it grip me and hold me
Happiness visit like momma on weekend
Shots in the dark help me find what I'm seeking
I'm doing better, I know it don't seem it (I'm doing better)
I'm not complacent, I'm thankful I'm eating (I'm doing better)
I'm undeserving but that's just the thing
Cause if grace is an ocean, I'm already sinking
I'm on my way, I won't stop til I reach it
I gots to know if the grass really greener
I got some things that I can't stop believing
Cause faith is the essence of things you ain't seeing
I can't concede it, I'm not defeated
I'm like that river that flowed out of Eden
Heart full of gold, I know riches deceiving
But some things are good and that make 'em worth keepin'
First plant the seed, then that lead to yo blessing
I'm 'bout progression, I know what death is
My soul gon prosper, I know that for definite
Cause truth supersedes any dream that they sellin'
(Dream that they selling)
(Dream that they selling)
Truth supersedes any dream that they sellin'
Truth supersedes any, yeah
And I'm on my way, I won't stop til I reach it
I gots to know if the grass really greener
I got some things that I can't stop believing
Cause faith is the essence of things you ain't
Of things you ain't seeing, yeah
And I gots to know, I gots to know
