AJ Sagar - Bath Tub X Dope & Pills Lyrics

I scared you too much
I said things like love and trust, you didn't like that
Did yah
I ran out of my out of my body and astral planed
You thought I was insane
Thought you could make me change

You were dead ass so wrong
I collapse my lungs
Smoking cigs late night until I see the f*cking sun
I'm in the bath tub
I'm in the bath tub
In the bath tub blood full of dope and pills
I'm open with my feels
You're closed off
I'm at the strip club throwing bills
Thinking she ain't want me anyway
But I know
I know this is heartbreak

So I say a prayer
"God do as you will"
I hope he, I hope he
I hope he kills me
I hope he kills me
I hope he kills me

I'm holding on
My heart is strong
I don't belong
Why do I feel so wrong
This is all your fault
I put the water on hot
Razor blade and my thoughts
I lift my wrist and then hault

I don't think I wanna do this
Then I think man screw this
If I wanna die I'll prove it
But I'm stuck
I'm stuck in the f*cking bath tub

In the bath tub blood full of dope and pills
I'm open with my feels
You're closed off
At the strip club throwing bills
Thinking she ain't want me anyway
But I know
I know this is heartbreak

So I'll say a prayer
"God do as you will"
I hope he, I hope he
I hope he kills me
I hope he kills me
I hope he kills me
I hope he kills me