Ajskells - NOT BEEN AROUND Lyrics

I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door
I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door
(This shit been bleeding)
I'mma screw up and I did it all wrong
What you say when you did it all wrong
But you don't
Know what you did
Even when I tell you you missing it
Quite ironic
How you got yourself in this position
I really should've listened
Before
I just wish I would of knew whatever It's like when I'm not around
I would of done so many things differently
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
(I would've not been around no more)
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
(around no more)
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
So
Aye
I remember you carrying bottles like waiting a table
But you was drinking the vodka and you was mixing the monster
And it created an animal you was crying and yelling
I was saving and helping
I put you on that pedestal than I learned something
I learned something I don't wanna repeat
Panic attack knees weak like I suffered defeat
Kept them closest but the closer you gonna see all the cracks
All the time and money I spent could never get back
Maybe awareness is something I lack
I can see it in myself but not in others
I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door
I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door
(This shit been bleeding)
I just wish I would of knew whatever It's like when I'm not around
I would of done so many things differently
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
(I would've not been around no more)
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
(around no more)
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more
I would of not been around no more