Akshay Dewalwar - Smoke Clears Lyrics

Got these pills in my hand again
Thinking 'bout you and where we've been
Every time I close my eyes
See your face, can't recognize
If it's real or in my mind
Been so long since you were mine
Getting high just to get by
Wonder if you ever try

When the smoke clears, will I still miss you?
When the smoke clears, will I still kiss you?
When the smoke clears, will you exist?
Or did I make up all of this?

(Fading away, away)
(Fading away)

Hit the bottle, hit the blunt
Trying to forget what we were once
Every day feels like a blur
Can't tell if I'm getting cured
Or just hiding from the truth
Running from these thoughts of you
In this cloud I built myself
Can't tell fiction from what's real

When the smoke clears, will I still miss you?
When the smoke clears, will I still kiss you?
When the smoke clears, will you exist?
Or did I make up all of this?

I know I should let you go
But these substances say no
Tell me why I can't move on
Even when I'm too far gone

When the smoke clears, will I still miss you?
When the smoke clears, will I still kiss you?
When the smoke clears, will you exist?
Or did I make up all of this?

(Fading away, away)
(Fading away)