Walmart flowers and cigarettes
To making amends with shower sex
But still I can't turn back time
And there's nowhere left to hide
Maybe underneath the kitchen sink
There's a place where we could go to think
But we aren't going on nine
Looks like we'll never be just fine
But I don't hate you at all for what you did
Pulled out the rug from under my innocence
I know it was ignorance
And though it just means the withdrawal persists
I'll try to ground myself, keep breathing in
Remind that I exist, a prayer for an atheist
A prayer for an atheist
Until we're skin tight, weak and so pathetic
That I'm kneeling to you like some lost heretic
To cling on to this sad and f*cked up life
But I'll pity the mirror, I can't seem to reach through it
Look over my shoulder, cause I don't wanna admit
I'm ashamed that I don't have a spine
Watch a part of me just die
But I don't hate you at all for what you did
Pulled out the rug from under my innocence
I know it was ignorance
And though it just means the withdrawal persists
I'll try to ground myself, keep breathing in
Remind that I exist, a prayer for an atheist
A prayer for an atheist