Inside my insecurities
I hide my imperfections
I find a blurred reality
Inviting
Getting lost in the intensity
And getting off on rejection
I only feel alive
When I
Can't have it
God, I want it
Need it breathe it
My addiction
So wrong
That's why I like it
Taste it crave it
My affliction
The longing
The waiting
The thrill of going crazy
It's my next
Obsession
It's my next obsession
It's my next obsession
I fill these vacancies of mine
Wth unhealthy fascinations
It's so clear, I'm never satisfied
It's blinding
Too late, no matter how I try
I can't break my fixation
I only feel alive
When I
Can't have it
God, I want it
Need it breathe it
My addiction
So wrong
That's why I like it
Taste it crave it
My affliction
The longing
The waiting
The thrill of going crazy
It's my next
Obsession
It's my next obsession
It's my next obsession
Oh
It's suffocating me
Sensational
It's irrational
Can't have it
I want it
I need it
I breathe it
The longing
The waiting
It's driving me crazy
Can't have it
God, I want it
Need it breathe it
My addiction
So wrong
That's why I like it
Taste it crave it
My affliction
The longing
The waiting
The thrill of going crazy
It's my next
Oh
Can't have it
God, I want it
Need it breathe it
My addiction
So wrong
That's why I like it
Taste it crave it
My affliction
The longing
The waiting
The thrill of going crazy
It's my next
Obsession