ALERIK - AFTERLIFE Lyrics

I'm in my own head again
It's been hours and I need to vent
You're so tired of me now
But you still care enough to hear me out

Sad boy sad boy
Is there anything that makes you smile
Sad boy sad boy
Would it be a lie to say you're getting by?
Maybe in the afterlife i'll finally be fine
Tell me to close my eyes give it my best try
Who would fall in love again if it all felt like a lie
Who would help me up again if I broke down and cried?

I won't cry
But I won't lie
You've been talking about the past telling me to give up
Wanted it back but I don't want to mess up
You've been telling it's a waste of time
But I don't want to hear your lies
Ever since you said you're fine
Baby you know you're on my
I've been thinking and reminiscing
That you know it's me you're missing
I been really working on it all night
Always so drunk I just want to f*cking die
But you
Been trying to talk about me
But I know I don't want to listen, no
You telling me this shit but are you getting out?

Sad boy sad boy
Is there anything that makes you smile
Sad boy sad boy
Would it be a lie to say you're getting by?
Maybe in the afterlife i'll finally be fine
Tell me to close my eyes give it my best try
Who would fall in love again if it all felt like a lie
Who would help me up again if I broke down and cried?