ALERIK - HOLLOW Lyrics

I keep hurting myself
Why do I even care about
Helping anyone else?
Everyone has some shit to figure out
I don't want to help
All the stupid nothings that
Are stacking themselves on my shelf
I want to go back in my shell but

I always say
It will be the last time
But I'm so weak
I do it again again
Why do I give
So many chances
Why?
Why, why?
How many hours
Wasted for nothing
How many days
Was I waiting for anything
Why do I live
I'm so damn exhausted
Why?
Why why?

No consequence
Imma just sit here waiting for something
While you was just bluffing
Holding my neck with a promise of nothing
Who's fault even is this?
I be weak as f*ck but you ain't letting up
Now my head blowing up can I please just stop this
Just stop it

I was just so tired of being
Alone and I was too naïve to know
Or care about how this
Would screw me over now
I know it more than anyone
I hope you know this doesn't mean
I have regrets I only hate myself
A little more than I ever did before

I keep hurting myself
Why do I even care about
Helping anyone else?
Everyone has some shit to figure out
I don't want to help
All the stupid nothings that
Are stacking themselves on my shelf
I want to go back in my shell but

I always say
It will be the last time
But I'm so weak
I do it again again
Why do I give
So many chances
Why?
Why, why?
How many hours
Wasted for nothing
How many days
Was I waiting for anything
Why do I live
I'm so damn exhausted
Why?
Why why?