How am I this broken?
My head acting like a Trojan' horse
My heart's been frozen,
All I need is talks with oxytocin
Seek affection in the devil
The illusion of being special
A demon dragging me into pleasure,
A way to escape the pressure
How is it so hard to love?
To love (love me)
Hold me till you drug me love,
To love (hold me)
How is it to hard to love?
To love (love me)
Hold me till you drug me love,
To love (hold me)
I remember smiling without worrying,
I am so scattered,
Does life even matter?
I remember not needing,
Now I'm craving
December I was flying,
Now I'm falling
Seek affection in the devil
The illusion of being special
A demon dragging me into pleasure
A way to escape the pressure
Fallin'
Fallin'
Fallin'
How is it so hard to love?
To love (love me)
Hold me till you drug me love,
To love (hold me)
How is it to hard to love?
To love (love me)
Hold me till you drug me love,
To love (hold me)