Alexander Biggs - know it now Lyrics

Sometimes I think about the cancer hiding in my body
How life has all these ways to slow you down
As if I haven't spent half my life sleeping
Head down, picture blurring in and out

Sometimes I think I'm dying from nothing in particular
Nothing that the Endone's gonna help
Like I'm in a crowd and everybody's cheering
I can't hear a thing, just watch them move their mouths

And I feel like I'm floating out
I left my body on the ground
And I feel like I know it now
Better than before
Some things are better ignored

If I was god I'd let you know just what you're getting into
Long before the time would ever come
But I'm laying in an operating theater
Knowing now there's nowhere left to run

And I feel like I'm floating out
I left my body on the ground
And I feel like I know it now
Some things you just don't
Til they're going, going, gone