[ Featuring LYMA ]
I see you
Tryna put it all together
You won't believe the things I have to do sometimes
Just to get by
Believe me, believe me
There's a lot of different things that I can't reach
No, things ain't free, things ain't free
It's getting hard to fight it for my little boy needs
I, I, I see you, now, do you see me?
I'm working two jobs, can't get no relief
I'm tryna keep it all together
If I could just catch my breath
I'm gonna do it all better
I'm gonna do it all
Hard to keep my cool
I know I have to find my balance, yes (hard to keep my cool)
Live inside a lie
When I tell you I've got it all figured out
All that I can do
Is show you that I'll never stop trying (you see me trying hard)
Figure my shit out
I know I have to figure it out, need to figure it out
If it's to have the beach I'll make it
And if it's hard to reach, I stick with it
I wanna get lit, make me feel giddy
This winter's been tough and I have to stay ready
Ain't no biggie
I'm just tryna stay afloat, even when they rock the boat
Rock the f*cking boat
See if I get ruthless, my stubborness or my otherness
I might still make it back to the coast
But cancel all my f*cking shows
Hard to keep my cool
I know I have to find my balance, yes (hard to keep my cool)
Live inside a lie
When I tell you I've got it all figured out
All that I can do
Is show you that I'll never stop trying (you see me trying hard)
Figure my shit out
I know I have to figure it out, need to figure it out
Hard to keep my cool