Center of Attention Video (MV)

I always was woke at a young age
I could tell the difference
Sheep from wolf
'Should control my rage
Be more a bit more friendly
I hated life everyday
I erased my memory
When i blocked out elementary
One thing i remember
The things you do in the past
Will always affect your future
No matter how good or bad
I was always hurt sad about the parent that i never had
Parents everyone had, i was bad for attention
It never was my intention
I just wanted to be loved
I just want a kiss and hug
By someone i could love and trust
Emotionally not enough
My childhood was so damn rough
Emotionally not enough
One thing i forgot to mention
When he was 6 he tried
To commit suicide
With some thermals on the top bunk
Death by strangulation but he woke up
Sister telling him that ,That was dumb
Then she held him in her arms as they cried
She never got a thank you for what she did for him that night (No, no, no)
I'm so grateful ,thank you for saving me cause i would've died
I was young dumb and depressed and still i know it wasn't right
Simulation i needed another loop
I was so tired of this life, Oh
(I was so tired of this life, Oh)
One thing i remember
The things you do in the past (Do in the past)
Will always affect your future
No matter how good or bad (How good or bad)
I was always hurt sad about the parent that i never had (Had)
Parents everyone had (Had), I was bad for attention
It never was my intention
(It never was my intention)
I just wanted to be loved
I just want a kiss and hug
By someone i could love and trust
Emotionally not enough
My childhood was so damn rough
(Yeah, ou, yeah)
Emotionally not enough
One thing that i never mentioned