Alexander Natalie - You Let Me Down. Lyrics

Love you all the way until I'm dyin'
But when I'm there I won't know what to say
Cause' I can barely look you in the eyes now
Without feelin' all that pain
As if it was happenin' right to me
Why does it never seem to change?
When or where or how I ever want it
Is it really all so ingrained?
In me to be drained out & empty
Withered, lost & afraid
All there are is people who just love me
But still I feel I'm livin' in a cage

You let me down

What does it mean to be a family?
How much could you ask of me?
Cause' I've been beggin'/pleadin'/borrowin'/sufferin'
That you could just let me f*ckin' breathe
On anything close to my own terms now
But you built your home inside of me
And I can barely look you in the eyes now
Cause' I'm afraid you'll see the pain in me

You let me down
Like a storm upon the rocks
Like a rabbit in the brush
I was holdin' on to nothing
Like it could ever be enough
And I'm right up on the edge now
Won't you push me off
There's a storm it's comin'

There's a storm inside of me
But there's no use running
Cause' I've forgotten how to breathe
And I'm screamin' back now
How much could you ask of me?
You've taken the life from
But you won't let go of me
There's a storm it's comin'

You let me down